The Grotto at Lourdes |
The Grotto at the University of Notre Dame |
For nine years, way back in my past, I served as Rector at Breen-Phillips Hall on the campus of the University of Notre Dame. The Rector lives in community with undergraduates, and is afforded the unique and often wonderful opportunity to be witness to very special moments of growth in their lives. One of the things I learned almost immediately upon beginning my tenure there, was that a place called "The Grotto" played a very significant role in their spiritual formation. I cannot accurately count the number of times students yelling to each other down the hallway: “I’m going to say a prayer at the grotto” or “Let’s go to the dining hall early so we can swing by the grotto first and light a candle.” Late night grotto visits during exams, or during times of crisis in the lives of our students are customary and habitual. It would be unthinkable for an alumnus to visit campus without paying a visit to the grotto to light a candle, or to offer a prayer. Visitors to the grotto on a football weekend would be hard pressed to find an unlit candle to offer up for a victory. During senior week, the grotto teems with graduates-to-be during the now iconic "Last Visit to the Grotto" service. The grotto has also seen its share of marriage proposals during the final weeks of term. I have been asked, on numerous occasions, to light a candle for a friend or family member at the grotto. It is, without question, the most sacred place on Notre Dame’s campus.
Yet, Notre Dame's grotto is actually a replica of another, located in
Lourdes, in the south of France at the foot of the Pyrenees Mountains. At this location, in 1858, Our Lady made
numerous appearances to a 14 year old girl by the name of Bernadette
Soubirous. During one appearance, when
Bernadette asked the lady to name herself, she revealed that she was the
Immaculate Conception. The Lady also
told her that a chapel should be built on the spot and a procession
formed. When the Church determined that
these visions were authentic appearances of our Blessed Mother, Lourdes did indeed become a major pilgrimage site,
and is so to this very day.
Fr. Sorin, our founder, along with Fr. Moreau, visited Lourdes on numerous
occasions, and vowed to build the replica grotto on the campus of the University of Notre Dame. The ND grotto, while closely resembling the one at Lourdes, is actually about 1/7th the size, and contains within it an actual stone from the original. The official name of the Notre Dame site is The Grotto of Our Lady of Lourdes. In an article written by then Fr. and now Bishop Dan Jenky, one reads that the very first pilgrimage to Lourdes from outside of France was by Holy Cross Priests from the University of Notre Dame. I've posted a photo below of the oldest know photograph of the Notre Dame Grotto, from 1896.
It only makes sense then, that we, as part of the Notre Dame
family, associated with the University dedicated to our Blessed Mother, feel a strong connection to Our Lady of Lourdes. I know I have been drawn to Lourdes ever since my first visit to the Notre Dame Grotto on campus in 1986--so much so that I have now just completed my second pilgrimage to that holy site. Despite the fact that this experience takes an immense toll on body and soul, I plan to go back next year, and as often as God and my pocketbook will allow it.
As the Director of Student Affairs here at the Notre Dame Global Gateway in London, I had often considered making the trip to Lourdes, since travelling to France is much more accessible and affordable from Britain than from the US. Prior to my first trip, I spoke with several colleagues who visited previously. They stated that it was crowded, touristy, and full of shops selling cheap religious items, and therefore, they were unimpressed. However, I then had a conversation with a colleague who visits annually as a volunteer, and has done so for years. Like many of us, this person is a bit weary when speaking of the day to day routines of work and life in general, yet, when relating his experiences in Lourdes, he seems a different person, speaking with an earnest intensity and conveying a clear sense of purpose, passion and devotion. I was convinced that if I were to visit, it would have to be on a working pilgrimage in aid of the sick, and not as a tourist.
Many dioceses here
in Great Britain journey to Lourdes in the summer on such working pilgrimages. Our own diocese of
Westminster, which is the seat of the Catholic Church in England and Wales,
holds a massive pilgrimage each July.
Those who are sick or disabled are welcome to go for the
week. The diocese is then totally dependent
upon volunteers who are willing to spend their own money and time that week
caring for these pilgrims so that they can do something they
could not possibly do on their own. Additionally,
because this event is so very important to the faithful of the diocese, the Cardinal, Bishops and many of the
clergy come along as well, in order to pray with and assist all participants
during their week in Lourdes.
As the Director of Student Affairs here at the Notre Dame Global Gateway in London, I had often considered making the trip to Lourdes, since travelling to France is much more accessible and affordable from Britain than from the US. Prior to my first trip, I spoke with several colleagues who visited previously. They stated that it was crowded, touristy, and full of shops selling cheap religious items, and therefore, they were unimpressed. However, I then had a conversation with a colleague who visits annually as a volunteer, and has done so for years. Like many of us, this person is a bit weary when speaking of the day to day routines of work and life in general, yet, when relating his experiences in Lourdes, he seems a different person, speaking with an earnest intensity and conveying a clear sense of purpose, passion and devotion. I was convinced that if I were to visit, it would have to be on a working pilgrimage in aid of the sick, and not as a tourist.
Newman House Group at St. Savin, Lourdes 2017 |
Walking down the steep hill after Mass at the Cathedral in the Trees Lourdes 2017 |
Cardinal Nichols anoints Cardinal Cormack Murphy O'Connor at the Anointing of the Sick Service in 2016 |
Drinking the best coffee ever with Newman House Students at the Italian Cafe Lourdes 2017 |
I was fortunate that the person assigned to me
on my first journey to Lourdes was a former Headmistress of a primary school. After trying, somewhat clumsily and therefore, unsuccessfully, to help on that initial morning, I finally said to her: “I think you’ll have
to tell what to do and how it needs to be done.” That was the key—and she fell right into
Headmistress role. Of course, there were times when
I was not able to assist by myself.
Unfortunately, I injured my back years ago, and this makes me
practically useless when trying to do any sort of lifting, or pushing a wheelchair. However, the ward is run by amazing and
competent doctors and nurses from Westminster who also volunteer their vacation
time to help the pilgrims of the St. Frai.
They do the serious medical stuff, and when there were things that I was
unable to do, they were right there to do it, or to teach me how.
At St. Savin with my friend Ann. Lourdes 2016 |
Our gal Sasha with Cardinal Nichols and my co-carer Alejandra at the St. Frai. Lourdes 2017 |
Those who volunteer as carers also have a multitude of
reasons for participating. Again, I was
surprised to meet people who have been assisting for years. What commitment! They use precious vacation time to do it,
and, despite being volunteers, the trip is quite costly. The prodigious dedication of this group of carers is amazing.
I struggle to explain why it is important for me to participate in this experience. I confess that I don't come back on some sort of "high", or experience any feelings of euphoria, as we used to at the end of a religious retreat. Nor do I have the inclination to pat myself on the back for doing something good. Admittedly, there are some obvious great things that have come from my two trips to Lourdes: I have met a group of fantastic people that I didn't know before, and to be honest, we have a tremendous amount of fun--socializing and having a laugh. Late night drinks with comrades at the Roi Albert are a highlight at the end of a long shift. Additionally, Lourdes and the surrounding area are beautiful, and I love the trip to the stunningly gorgeous St. Savin. But there's something much more profound going on with the pilgrimage. I am driven to participate because it presents a rare opportunity to be selfless, as I think we are all called to be. As a single person, I am really only
responsible to and for myself, and am always in danger of tending towards self-immersion. I note that I am sometimes dangerously stingy with my time, energies and talents. I do not question that we are put here on this earth to serve God and each other, but I have to admit that I don’t always feel like
doing that. Once you arrive at
the St. Frai, however, you are not given a choice, and you have to jump in with both
feet. There is simply no time to think about yourself when you are on shift. I even leave my mobile phone behind at the desk when working on the ward--and I don't even miss it. More significantly, I discovered during both pilgrimages, that I was forced to confront my own faith, and closely examine what I really believe. It was as if someone (or Someone) was asking me to put my money where my mouth is. Articulating beliefs and expounding about how one should live one's life are simple and straightforward tasks--and I can quote Catholic Social Tradition with the best of them. The Pharisees were also expert when it came to instructing others how they should live. In Lourdes, as a carers at the St. Frai, I think we are truly living out the mandates of the Gospel, even if only for a brief week. What many volunteers will take away after a week in Lourdes is
something so deep, and so profound, that it is difficult to coherently and accurately convey (as evidenced here in this somewhat rambling blog). We spend six days working intensely with others and I believe it gives us a deep insight into how we are to be the people God created us to be. So, yes, it is profound--but the realization is also frightening in the extreme. I have just written paragraphs about how difficult this experience is, at least for me, while simultaneously admitting that we are called to be this way at all times, and not just for one week of the year in the south of France. Lourdes affords us an insight into who we are meant to be at our very core, and brings us to the stark realization that it will not and cannot be a simple or painless journey. Selflessness can be onerous and burdensome, and does not often come naturally. I try to use my own Lourdes experiences to frame my life, and sometimes when I find myself tending a bit towards my own self-centered needs, my time at the Grotto helps me to re-focus. Unfortunately, I'm not always successful. Fortunately, there's the Sacrament of Reconciliation--but we'll save that for another blog.
Lourdes, Students and Notre Dame
A selfie of some of my favorite St. Frai Volunteers, Lourdes 2017 |
Selfie with carer and famous Actor Alex Macqueen, who said I could use his photo to recruit ND students to come on pilgrimage. He volunteers at the St. Frai too. |
Lourdes, Students and Notre Dame
Newman House folks dining at our Hotel Metropole. Lourdes 2017 |
Notre Dame Student Lexi and London based student Ollie on our way to Lourdes via train, 2017. |
One of our students took me up on the offer to write a bit about why this pilgrimage experience is so important and meaningful:
I met Ollie last year when I to Lourdes. Ollie is a local student here in London, studying Theology. He generously responded to my invitation to speak a bit about Lourdes:
'What can Lourdes mean to a 22-year old Catholic guy? Well, the answer is a lot. This year being my fourth pilgrimage with my university chaplaincy, Lourdes has become a place very close to my heart. Not only is a place situated within the vast beauty of the Pyrenees, it is also a home away from home. Each time I go, I'm always struck at how easy it feels to be welcomed to Lourdes as part of the worldwide Catholic family. You can literally make your way to the Grotto and hear four or five languages pass you by. Lourdes is also a truly numinous place. The peace of God is so abundant in the air, and its status as a place of healing is no joke. It is without question that everybody brings some sort of wound to Lourdes, and goes home in a fundamentally better state. You get to meet Jesus in the sick, the sacraments and the many friends you'll meet on duty or in the bar. If you're feeling inspired by the Holy Spirit to go, do! It'll be the experience of a lifetime.'
Lourdes Pilgrimage 2017 Reflection Thoughts
Alexis Green, University of Notre Dame, Class of 2019
The pilgrimage theme “The Almighty has done great things for me” echoed in
my mind as I walked amidst the generosity and profound faith of people visiting
Lourdes, feeling the magnitude of God’s grace everywhere around me. During this
week, I was consistently astounded by our human capacity to love and respect
others. Looking at my fellow helpers as they worked around the St. Frai Hospital, I
was captured by the way that God uses people as Christ’s hands on Earth to uphold
the dignity of those who are vulnerable.
As I begin my semester of studying and living abroad in London, I am starting
to recognize the lasting influence of my time in Lourdes. Returning to London, I now
have a group of friends here who have already navigated living in the city as a young
person and have been generous in sharing advice and suggestions for my upcoming
semester. We became close quickly as we shared the ups and downs of our
simultaneously exhausting and rejuvenating week, and I had the pleasure of
enjoying British “humour” first hand even before study abroad began. More
significantly, I know that Newman House will be a spiritual home for me that
resembles the support that I feel from the Notre Dame community back in South
Bend.
Perhaps most important, though, was the way that caring for other people in
Lourdes prepared me on a personal level for my semester abroad. The timing of the
pilgrimage was impeccable as I now attempt to balance a difficult academic
semester and settling into a new environment. Serving other people in such intimate
ways re-centered me on the deeply spiritual reasons behind why I feel called to be a
doctor and thus renewed my motivation to focus academically while abroad this
semester.
Volunteering as a helper in Lourdes added a richness to pilgrimage that I
could never achieve if I traveled on my own, and I am confident that my time in
Lourdes will add immeasurable depth to my study abroad experience in London. I
could not possibly feel as supported and prepared for my semester in London, both
spiritually and socially, if it were not for my time with Newman House in Lourdes. I
left my week in Lourdes with a clearer understanding of my role in the lives of
others, invaluable friendships, and a heart full of gratitude for all the great things
that The Almighty has done for me.
To conclude, I noted that there is something missing from this detailed account of our pilgrimages to Lourdes with the Diocese of Westminster. Along with being exhausting, and emotionally draining, it is also an amazingly joyous experience and, quite simply, a tremendous amount of fun. Both the Assisted Pilgrims and the Carers are amazing people, and it is a privilege to spend an entire week with them. I met more people in Lourdes in the two separate weeks that I visited than I have in the 3.5 years plus that I've lived in London. And...I did something I almost never do: took selfies...here I am with some of the Diocese of Westminster's "finest"...
with Bishop John Lourdes 2017 |
With our Scottish pal Fr. Gerard, SJ Lourdes 2017 |
With Fr. Stephen, Senior House Chaplain Newman House Lourdes 2017 |